after a long time.
Posted by benjyben on Saturday, 10 July, 2010
i have finally gotten the time to blog.
haha and even then… i left this page open for like an hour after that line.. Gee..
well some updates on whats been happening…
:)
I finished the past 2 rotations … Accident & Emergency, Anaesthesia, O&G and Paeds.which were very very… interesting and learnt alot alot
I had an awesome partner for A&E and Anaes ahha
which i think that made it soo much more bearable!! =) =)
(i tried finding a picture of us together..
but i think still in my camera ah.. :S )
LOL! soo of all the 5 compulsory rotations .. i`ve done four and within 2 days i`ll be doing surgery as the last compulsory one. … i dont know what to expect haha but i hope it will be a good one..
Life is so full of surprises. thinking about it, six years ago .. i never expected to be here. I never even thought i would be able to survive medical school much less become a doctor. haha but i guess God thought much better of me eh…
I am here onli still standing because of His grace and mercy. I do what i am doing not because i`m so clever but because His power enables me. His wisdom is beyond mine and with His guidance and teaching … i guess i am who i am today. So many things happening around me yet somehow i`m still standing.
God has been really faithful. Recently i was given the opportunity to serve Him in a greater capacity and honestly it has been a struggle. I`m quite a freshie compared to those who have been in church longer and know the ‘mechanics’.. often time i don’t even know whether i am doing the right thing or not and i have been towards so many people trying to seek Godly counsel ahha so to speak, and with the people God has placed somehow He is doing something great. I know it isn’t about me, but about Him. haha..So i`m thankful for the people God has placed in my life and i`m thankful that He has been ever so faithful!
Now the next obstacle is this: to stay or go. I really don’t know. If i stay i guess it will be easier… familiar and everything is kinda there.. even better if i go back to KL haha don’t have to think much. If i go it will be tough. I don’t even like the place i am going to anyway.. -_- but the prospects are better and somehow i don’t know..
still praying still seeking still asking. wondering what is the right choice…
but for now as I contemplate
there is still so much of work to do! so many things to learn ![]()
im thankful for the opportunities given and really treasure it.
God reminded me never to take the anointing and His presence for granted recently
Lord Keep me with You, Help me to abide in You forever
One thing i ask is that I may dwell in Your house forever Lord.
Help me do my best for you. hahahahah… teach me and create in me a teachable heart. Help me to impact this generation. Use me even as I work for You! =)
haha.. anyways i`ll be heading to Vietnam soon for a trip =) and a concert wooo~~ hehe…
so excites. Living for God is just awesome! =)
and that is my update for now.. God is awesome !!!
Alex Tang said
He is an awesome God. Glad to know you are well.