BUT

although it has been a busy time, many things have been accomplished :)

tightening up some things before i go away back to my hometown.

leaving is gonna be tough but i’m glad to be going home after so long.

i dont know wad the future holds but well.. Its in His hands so why do i have to be afraid =)

am reminded of an old and true saying :

Trust in the Lord with all your heart.
Lean not on your own understanding.
In all your ways acknowledge Him.
And He shall make your paths straight

Prov 3: 5 – 6

So I’m trusting and its true. He has been faithful all these years to me.. I can’t complain

I really hope that i have made a difference here within these 3 years. Praying that I have been obedient.

For to me, to live is Christ and to die is gain. Phil 1: 21

Well this has been one interesting year. But the best has yet to come… 1.5 more months. to go.

2011 here I come.

Came down up to PD to meet the rents & see the brothers!!

Had a good time :) managed to eat the most awesome – see food in Seremban & Hakka Mee alsoooo!!!

Played on the beach till 1145pm and got a scar from the young rat!

Played Monopoly DEAL!! with a cheater for a brother ….

Spent the 2 days with family :) dont regret it !! really enjoyed each moment!!

Will blog more la about it when i get back.. now its time to run back to JB -_- for my movie.. and to beat the JAM!

till then.. sayonara PEE DEE and HALO JAYY BEE!

I still miss home.. but not so bad anymore.. XD

Filed under: Daddy, Heart, Johor, Loved Ones, Relatives, return, Roadtrips ]]> http://benjyben.wordpress.com/2010/08/31/goodbye-duck/feed/ 0 benjyben DSC01499 http://benjyben.wordpress.com/2010/08/09/motive/ http://benjyben.wordpress.com/2010/08/09/motive/#comments Mon, 09 Aug 2010 02:36:52 +0000 benjyben http://benjyben.wordpress.com/?p=690 ]]> we may do things that seem to cause no harm

in fact we may do the correct things

but the fact of the matter is

tho we do the right things, our motives need to be correct

if not they end up being wrong anyways.

when you do something, check your motives

what motivates you to do a particular action?

another thing on my mind is that

I really don’t like people who take their friends for granted -_-

(and yes i`m saying that to myself)

remember that, you need to put in effort in every friendship and relationship

a one-sided clap is not a clap at all.

it is just a person trying to hit the air

I`m sorry to those people who i have taken for granted.

You kinda know who you are.. -_-

SORRY!

will try to be more.. in contact ..

Sighs once bitten twice shy.

Filed under: Friends, Heart, Reflection ]]> http://benjyben.wordpress.com/2010/08/09/motive/feed/ 0 benjyben Sven-Prim-09 http://benjyben.wordpress.com/2010/07/16/thoughts/ http://benjyben.wordpress.com/2010/07/16/thoughts/#comments Fri, 16 Jul 2010 02:41:18 +0000 benjyben http://benjyben.wordpress.com/?p=679 ]]> if i could get a cent for each thought i think
I would have many cents..

The average human processes about 60000 thoughts per day
about 2500 per hour
about 41.67 thoughts per minute
about 0.70 thoughts per second

we are what we think.
no one can really tell what goes on in our heads really
Coz we are so able to facade ourselves.. People are the greatest actors in the world

i can say this, coz i’m like dat too. … we can be nice about things we dont like
we can control our words so carefully (well most of the time anyway)

give thought to what you think about at times.. …I can fool everyone, but i cant fool myself and God.
He knows the thoughts i think. …..He knows when you are emotional, angry, sad, happy and however you feel
every dirty, negative, good or nice thoughts you think..
He knows me by name…

Today. need to choose what we focus our thoughts to.
We can fill our thoughts with junk … and we will become rubbish
we can fill our thoughts with good things …. and we will become Good (or some resemblence of it)

I wanna focus my thoughts on Jesus
Coz well.. if i focus my thoughts on Him
I’ll become more like Him and less rubbish filled :)
to put it simply..

i think i think too much. I have like chronic thinking problems…
too many grey hairs … & did i mention i have flight of ideas too -_- a formal thought disorder
haha.. so it is fast but from one thing to another

Gosh. the brain is so strange. Thank God! :)

“Therefore, holy brothers, who share in the heavenly calling, fix your thoughts on Jesus, the apostle and high priest whom we confess. He was faithful to the one who appointed him, just as Moses was faithful in all God’s house. Jesus has been found worthy of greater honor than Moses, just as the builder of a house has greater honor than the house itself. For every house is built by someone, but God is the builder of everything. Moses was faithful as a servant in all God’s house, testifying to what would be said in the future. But Christ is faithful as a son over God’s house. And we are his house, if we hold on to our courage and the hope of which we boast.” Heb 3: 1-6

maybe i`m just burnt out? or not sleeping enough.. i dont know.. -_- but oh well just press on and carry on!
I need a holiday soon!

:) will update more after the rounds later haha!